Update

Hello Blog! I had lost count on how many days/week/months I had not log onto my blog! I will not be blogging for the next 5-6 months because of my final year in school. It's SPM! and , sigh.. As usual getting a lot of lectures from my parents especially my dad. Anything about studying just annoy the hell out of me. ( most of the time ) Oh well, I'm gonna write this post fast, I'm giving myself approx 30 minutes maximum. Blerghh, btw I just ate supper. OMG. I hate my self for doing this. Seriously . I need to lose weight. Wish i was 48kg again. pfft. 

First of all, I should post a picture of myself, after so long not seeing me, bet there's a few changes ( at least ) . So, don't be fooled by the face here, You have not seen my full body posture, size, and shape! I'm as fat as a pear! D: ( is pear shape considered fat? if it is then I'm right ! ) 

So, I'm also been very sensitive at a couple of things recently. My emotions aren't that stable. And when i meant emotions , it does not mean crying, cutting, or suicide. I'm just angry, sad and most of the time annoyed at many things. Probably my parents lectures are stressing me a lot. I just can't stand too much reminder of the same topic. Blergh. 

My exam just ended one week ago. It was a three weeks straight exam. It was tiring. I even had to cut down on exercising, which i didn't liked it but I still cut down to sacrifice time for studying. I know I have to put studies as my first priority this year. People tell me to just give my all for this 5 more coming months. I AM! 

And, Today is already the weekend of my first week of holidays. I have two week of school holidays and I have already spend my first week without any studies even though I got scolded for doing so. Though I open my books, nothing actually went in my brain. Guess I was just exhausted from the studies before and during exams. My gawd, life is already tough! And This is only just the beginning. More obstacle are ahead of me. I have not even decide on what I want to do after high school! To go in A levels, to go for diploma... ect ect 

Hello?! Charmaine! * slaps self * Wake up ! You need to work hard right now! 

So many things I got to do when i get back to school. I probably be busy with Sports day by then! I have not even train well for my run yet! Urghh. Got. to . plan . time. 

Okay. Stop with the studies. My goodness. 

So, what else am i missing out? 

Ouh! I'm not sure if I should mention this here, but maybe briefly . So, I personally feel that my feelings towards the person I like comes and go all the time. I didn't mean that in one minute I like him and the other I don't. I meant that sometimes we are close but sometimes we are not. That's why I felt like we can never really get together somehow due to many reason ( 101 reasons ). Unless we try, one day, but I doubt actually. But i still hope to not doubt . 

And , I am still a girl who loves Hello Kitty! :3 Can't believe it still last in my top likings. Even rainbow colours aren't the top stuff I love anymore /: Just recently bought a new phone casing and also changed my phone screen protector . My phone looks super new! * Happy max *

Ouh. If any of you know any good  organic facial wash that can be  recommended C: please do leave a comment! C:  And If you do know anyways on how to remove or clear pimple/acne bumps , Leave a comment too! C: thanks! My face have been one of my insecurities lately ( well, apart from my body ) sigh.

I shall end with... 

 Me  being a Flower Pixie during IU day this year C: hahaha. 

Nights and ciao! ;)

Music in my passion.

I had been wanting to Blog about music for quite some time ago but I just didn't had the chance.       (= w =)

What else could be the reason? Obviously lazy, probably.. Or I really did forget :P haha 

Okay, so just a little update on me before we go onto the topic. 

It's already been almost a month since the new year. Chinese New Year is just around the corner ! again!  Days are really passing real fast. Valentine day also falls on the same week as Chinese New Year. (º_º) that's kind of sad actually. But anyway, It's non of my concern anyway, I had never celebrate any Valentine day this that blah since I was always in friendzone all along :) 

I seriously seriously seriously aimed for better days in school this year. But, whatcanido? It's just so frustrating sometimes. Blergghhhhhh .. Some days pass by great, some was okay, many was sad. I wish pray that days in school will be like the beginnings of Last year . Filled with so much Joys and all, I just can't explain how fun it was. Sometimes I even feel awkward with my BestFriend =.= I don't want to mention which, but yeah, it became like this due to some things that happened in the past. And prolly the present too. oh well. 

One more thing, It's R!#$!%@$%@!E Raining Every single day Every 3 Hours! Wth. The rain is killing me physically =.= * touchwood * lol But seriously, The rain spoiled my training routine, jogging routine, exercise routine and so on. And the MSSD Merentas Desa is in early February!!! omgomgomgomgomgomg * loosing my mind talking about it * I need to Train!! I can't afford to not go through that run well after all the years training. And, I need to exercise. If I don't, sooner I'll get back into the size of a Snorlex. =w= 

Okay, finally , back to the topic. Music! :3 Some of you guys should know, I do covers :) Been making them since last year. And my guitar is my companion all along. I love the guitar as much as I enjoy singing. :) The guitar wasn't my first instrument. The piano was. As I had more interest towards the guitar, I picked up guitar by myself . I suck at first but because it was to the point where I had so much interest in it, I was so dedicated to it, till I kept playing and playing and practising and practising :)

I Probably love the guitar more as it can have an upbeat sound and also.. Well confession, I don't think my creativity standard with the piano is higher than my creativity with the guitar anymore. haha. 2 years back, I've actually been asking my dad to get me the violin because I was so inspired by violinist and also by it's sound. But because my cousin brother gave us his classical guitar, my dad said '' Go pick up the guitar first. And when you are good at it already, I'll let you play the violin . '' And so, That was how me playing the guitar actually started :) 

My desire is to get a pink acoustic guitar and a ukulele one fine day! :) yayy

My type of songs. I don't appreciate tecno or really really up beat party songs as much. I love acoustic, blues, slightly jazz, Mellow mellow country, Old songs :) Taylor Swift songs are pretty much my taste :) Some old songs from the 90's 80's, I love them too! 

If you guys have not seen my Covers yet, here are they! :3 

The most recent one :) 

- Video Killed the radio Star - the Burgles ( this one is a real old song C: ) 

-Lovebug - Jonas Brothers, improvised :)

-If I die young- The band perry

Mean- Taylor Swift

And yeah, Go check out more of my covers in my Youtube Channel !

Link here: http://www.youtube.com/user/charmWasabii?feature=mhee

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Thanks^^ 

Itchy & angry update (●￣(ｴ)￣●)

Warning: this post will be disgusting.

Yay * sarcastic-ly * One week of Holiday passed by just like that. So many events and so many happenings /: Well, I'm talking about unwanted happenings here.
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Finals was extremely long for me. One month of exam is no joke. The stress is ten times worst then the stress during PMR. Even people around me ''knows'' I'm extremely stress because of my face.

 Yes, you've read it , my FACE.

My face today is full of those disgusting yellow pain ugly fugly yucky bumps and balls. =,= Lol , oh gawd, i made my own face sound so disgusting. Eww.. But I'm seriously angry. Darn angry! Blaming the exams that cause stress and trigger my hormones and caused my skin on my face to be like that. =,= Seriously. Why so evil? 

After exam last Wednesday, I've been struggling with acne for the next and the following days and of course today and tomorrow and the following days. One of the worst scenario was when there's suddenly a bump, lump on my left eyelid. What the heck! I sound so sick. But omg i feel distorted . I was so worried. Like seriously no joke worry.I went and google about this bumps on the eyelid and it lead me to some disgusting knowledge.  Couldn't sleep at night, but in the end slept late anyway. The bump wasn't obvious at all when i open my eyes but then it can be seen when i close my eyes. So yeah, the bump is still on my eyelid today but smaller! I pray it'll go away before I go Aussie._. really am praying hard.

Because my face condition got really bad, I couldn't take it and when to see the doctor on Saturday. I even suddenly got itchy bumps on my right leg =,= wth . It's like rashesssss and I think it's rashes. Lol. I don't know whyyyy but I'm like having indirect sickness =,=

My rashes got worst on Monday actually. I'm having itchy bumps on my hands too now. It's seriously damn itchy. When I came home I told my dad about it and he said maybe it's bed bugs. -,- but thats probably only.  So I slept in a different room last night. Anyway it's still itchy today -,-   But I'm happy because my face gotten better. It isn't red anymore. So I have to just keep washing and ...'' bla bla bla'' whatever to my face so that everything will be clear off :) I pray it won't get worst D: 

URGHH.. this is the worst thing that ever happen to meee. -.-  and i just bit my lips while eating.. probably get ulcer =.= I HOPE NOT. * screams*

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So, last week Friday. Went out shopping at KL. Went there with sister,brought Grace along too. We both have been planning on going Times Square since a long long , long long time ago because I always tell her how Awesome shopping at Kl is :D hehe . And then we met up with my dear cousin, Rowena during lunch and four of us continue our shopping after lunch （＾ｖ＾）

Me, cousin and sister :D 

Childhood love, me and cousin 

and another picture of us. :D 

Well, I do look quite horrible that day. Couldn't dress up my face because of my condition ._. which was sad and also a lot of worries.  Haha

Anyway , because Grace never been to Sephora, Pavillion and Fahrenheit . She was like a tourist that day. Lol. She's gets amaze with almost everything there. Lolololol. Malaysian tourist ._. HAHA 

Polaroid took ! :D 

with Grace and Cousin :D 

I only know that Malaysian's have a habit of taking photos of anything and anywhere ._.

And here is Carmille camwhoring and I Popping out from the back :3 * in the toilet ._. * 

Tokyo street at Pavillion! :D 

Can't wait till the highest floor of Fahrenheit opens! :D All the Jap stuff.. omgomgomg . hahaha

-Perfume number 5-

Here you see Carmille kissing Brat Pitt. I actually thought it was Thor ._. literally. Ohmyy.. haha

Look Alike right! D: 

Before we left Pavillion :D 

What are we doing? ._. Those white stuff that we are holding are expensive. HAHA

It's actually Victoria Secret perfume we sprayed on the perfume paper, tester. Haha. smell damn good ah. =w=

Polaroid of the day :

I also took another two polaroid on Sunday when sis boyf was around ! :D 

Hahaha.. My mom eye's is either too small or she'll close her eyes D: lol

Sister and Boyf. That very epic moment when they both saw themself on le polaroid. HAHA they were Super cute. Can't stop laughing. hahaha/ and it was also midnight ._. I seriously think my neighbours can hear my overly Loud Laugh. LOL

I was in Pyramid with Kaylee, Justin, Leon, Adel and Marcus on Monday. Reason was actually to celebrate Justin's birthday ._. but in the end it didn't turn out like a birthday celebration at all. More like waste time and lepak =.= hmm oh well. Tried Pepper lunch since it always smell good :D . But it was a bit pricey for me ._. 

Kaylee :D Bestie ;)

Oh and this.. nameless picture *shakes head * Lolololol

ps. Look so horrible T^T

Oh and btw. My really really belated birthday present from my youth have finally arrived! Yay :D But it was a bit too too big for me because they gave the tailor the wrong measurements ): aww 

Hatsune Miku Kimono version 

and tada. I'm suppose to look like her :D haha 

Oh! I can't wait for Aussie! I pray pray pray pray my condition will get better before leaving Malaysia and of course my Auntie's condition will be better too so that we all can enjoy ourselves there :) 

Aussie I'm coming in about 5 days! :D heee 

currently playing and singing this song on le guitar :D  and currently learning RED by the same artist ;) 

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*hint hint, I want Taylor Swift RED album for Christmas kayyyy :3 

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EEEE. ITCHY T^T 

Above says that I grow a beard during exams to seek extra wisdom . 

But nah, I Shaved it off when i got back from school today! ! Haha

and yeah, I didn't get to update my blog because of the exams that are haunting me. The History, the Chemistry ! Oh Em GEE * self pulls HAIR *

Alright So today, ohmygawd I so feel like killing my self and the weather! :c I AM SUPPOSE TO JOG. But the Very Gloomy and Sad weather made me sleep instead. Urgh. Evil ) :

ps. I have to get back to my time line on facebook because I seriously got brain-washed by my exams D: I DO NOT remember 'almost' anything of what happen during the past week. LOL

3D Aeroplane 

This was made by Amos in school 2 weeks plus ago. LOl

I coloured it and Tong conteng that little plane :D

And ya, Amos looked angry when we vandalise this little plane. Hahaha.

So next was on August 8.

Went Swimming with Grace, Jesslyn and Nicole :D

And then went over to Baskin Robbin, which was crowded like crap. ._.

FOR THE FREE ICE CREAM.
due to DLCW hard work in the olympics :D 

Malaysian really love free stuff somehow. ._.

LOOK at the crowd outside BR! It's longer than it looks actually. D: HAhahha

But anyway, we actually thought of getting the free ice-cream. But it doesn't seem worth the wait. My friends actually waited for one and a half hour to get that free miserable single scoop ice cream ):

So in the end, we went for Ice Bowl anyway. :D More worth for the stomach :3

Oh ya, remember my previous post about Animangaki? c: I said i wanted to wear all pink. But after browsing the Web, I thought of cosplaying Megurine Luka, just be friends version.

It's not that hard to cosplay this. :D just a white dress, which probably make me look fat. But I hope not ):

So cute right! :D

And I posted this one Facebook. And the comments was Super Hilarious. LOL.. oh gawd

My sister dared me, lol. So i posted this up and wrote:* Carmille dared me* I'm gonna be that girl on Animangaki. So who wants to be that guy? 

So yeah, who wants to be that guy? :)

And my costume for the second day of Animangaki arrived! :D Yay! But but but it's a bit too big for me ): sad

Oh btw, David Choi got new song! :D yay. Duet with Clara C! :D

And then Tong showed me this super omg Nice Rhythm of Love Cover by Clara C and Joseph Vincent. You'll fall in love with this song in no time :P Haha

Ps. David Choi songs is a virus! Haha

My pink moustache ring just arrived yesterday! :D Yay

It's so cute and it's pink! Pink ! !  oh, and I bought a moustache necklace too :D Hehe

yay! :D

And so, If you are reading this blog and you are wondering where did I get such weird stuff and you want this weird stuff.. You can buy it from me. Lol

One Whole set of Moustache stuff that includes Ring, earring and necklace :D - Rm 25

Ring- Rm9
Earring- RM9
Necklace- Rm 10

:D

online shop - Chic Couture
Chic Couture Galleria

I'm gonna get busy preparing for my birthday and also I will lose a lot of money because I have to get presents those awesome people birthdays :C oh well.

Yep, you deserve the gift :D