Itchy & angry update (●￣(ｴ)￣●)

Warning: this post will be disgusting.

Yay * sarcastic-ly * One week of Holiday passed by just like that. So many events and so many happenings /: Well, I'm talking about unwanted happenings here.
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Finals was extremely long for me. One month of exam is no joke. The stress is ten times worst then the stress during PMR. Even people around me ''knows'' I'm extremely stress because of my face.

 Yes, you've read it , my FACE.

My face today is full of those disgusting yellow pain ugly fugly yucky bumps and balls. =,= Lol , oh gawd, i made my own face sound so disgusting. Eww.. But I'm seriously angry. Darn angry! Blaming the exams that cause stress and trigger my hormones and caused my skin on my face to be like that. =,= Seriously. Why so evil? 

After exam last Wednesday, I've been struggling with acne for the next and the following days and of course today and tomorrow and the following days. One of the worst scenario was when there's suddenly a bump, lump on my left eyelid. What the heck! I sound so sick. But omg i feel distorted . I was so worried. Like seriously no joke worry.I went and google about this bumps on the eyelid and it lead me to some disgusting knowledge.  Couldn't sleep at night, but in the end slept late anyway. The bump wasn't obvious at all when i open my eyes but then it can be seen when i close my eyes. So yeah, the bump is still on my eyelid today but smaller! I pray it'll go away before I go Aussie._. really am praying hard.

Because my face condition got really bad, I couldn't take it and when to see the doctor on Saturday. I even suddenly got itchy bumps on my right leg =,= wth . It's like rashesssss and I think it's rashes. Lol. I don't know whyyyy but I'm like having indirect sickness =,=

My rashes got worst on Monday actually. I'm having itchy bumps on my hands too now. It's seriously damn itchy. When I came home I told my dad about it and he said maybe it's bed bugs. -,- but thats probably only.  So I slept in a different room last night. Anyway it's still itchy today -,-   But I'm happy because my face gotten better. It isn't red anymore. So I have to just keep washing and ...'' bla bla bla'' whatever to my face so that everything will be clear off :) I pray it won't get worst D: 

URGHH.. this is the worst thing that ever happen to meee. -.-  and i just bit my lips while eating.. probably get ulcer =.= I HOPE NOT. * screams*

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So, last week Friday. Went out shopping at KL. Went there with sister,brought Grace along too. We both have been planning on going Times Square since a long long , long long time ago because I always tell her how Awesome shopping at Kl is :D hehe . And then we met up with my dear cousin, Rowena during lunch and four of us continue our shopping after lunch （＾ｖ＾）

Me, cousin and sister :D 

Childhood love, me and cousin 

and another picture of us. :D 

Well, I do look quite horrible that day. Couldn't dress up my face because of my condition ._. which was sad and also a lot of worries.  Haha

Anyway , because Grace never been to Sephora, Pavillion and Fahrenheit . She was like a tourist that day. Lol. She's gets amaze with almost everything there. Lolololol. Malaysian tourist ._. HAHA 

Polaroid took ! :D 

with Grace and Cousin :D 

I only know that Malaysian's have a habit of taking photos of anything and anywhere ._.

And here is Carmille camwhoring and I Popping out from the back :3 * in the toilet ._. * 

Tokyo street at Pavillion! :D 

Can't wait till the highest floor of Fahrenheit opens! :D All the Jap stuff.. omgomgomg . hahaha

-Perfume number 5-

Here you see Carmille kissing Brat Pitt. I actually thought it was Thor ._. literally. Ohmyy.. haha

Look Alike right! D: 

Before we left Pavillion :D 

What are we doing? ._. Those white stuff that we are holding are expensive. HAHA

It's actually Victoria Secret perfume we sprayed on the perfume paper, tester. Haha. smell damn good ah. =w=

Polaroid of the day :

I also took another two polaroid on Sunday when sis boyf was around ! :D 

Hahaha.. My mom eye's is either too small or she'll close her eyes D: lol

Sister and Boyf. That very epic moment when they both saw themself on le polaroid. HAHA they were Super cute. Can't stop laughing. hahaha/ and it was also midnight ._. I seriously think my neighbours can hear my overly Loud Laugh. LOL

I was in Pyramid with Kaylee, Justin, Leon, Adel and Marcus on Monday. Reason was actually to celebrate Justin's birthday ._. but in the end it didn't turn out like a birthday celebration at all. More like waste time and lepak =.= hmm oh well. Tried Pepper lunch since it always smell good :D . But it was a bit pricey for me ._. 

Kaylee :D Bestie ;)

Oh and this.. nameless picture *shakes head * Lolololol

ps. Look so horrible T^T

Oh and btw. My really really belated birthday present from my youth have finally arrived! Yay :D But it was a bit too too big for me because they gave the tailor the wrong measurements ): aww 

Hatsune Miku Kimono version 

and tada. I'm suppose to look like her :D haha 

Oh! I can't wait for Aussie! I pray pray pray pray my condition will get better before leaving Malaysia and of course my Auntie's condition will be better too so that we all can enjoy ourselves there :) 

Aussie I'm coming in about 5 days! :D heee 

currently playing and singing this song on le guitar :D  and currently learning RED by the same artist ;) 

♥

*hint hint, I want Taylor Swift RED album for Christmas kayyyy :3 

♥

EEEE. ITCHY T^T 

(╯_╰) tired.

I'm SO tired to the extend my body feels like floating in the air! 

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I've been sleeping late and waking up as early about 4.30a.m to study for the past 5 days. I'm thinking my body probably having symptoms of breaking down
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This post today might gonna sound crappy because my my body today isn't working well. lol 

I often sleep late but don't usually wake up as early as that ._. Well, I have to do so because I'm having exams! And this is also why I didn't update my blog for some time ): I don't understand why my exams are like four weeks!  It's taking too long! I still have another two more weeks -,-  How I wish it was over already. * urgh * 

I cannot imagine my self going through the Chemistry, Physics and History paper. I always get that trembling feeling a few minutes before exam starts and also during exam (╯︵╰,) Well, even though tips were given but I still have fear of those papers! D8 

My worst paper should probably be today. -,- I can't even think right. Lol wait, That's not the right word. Maybe that's because I can't even remember what I even did during Maths paper ._. Ohgawd, why did my brain had to get so tired. It's Super Frustrating and annoying and stressful ! o(>< )o

 WHYY YOU LIKE THAT, BRAIN? 

And well, that's not the only thing that made my '' hormones'' Change. *LOL, hormones -.- * haha .. 

Some stuff happened so yeah . end story. :) HAHA. 

Oh and by the way

How'd you like my new hair? (=^-ω-^=)

I Dyed It ! （≧▼≦；) Hehehehehe

IT

IS 

SO

NICE

Right 

? 

haha 

Well, I lied (¬_¬)ﾉ

But I'm still innocent! heeee :3 

ehem. It's just a wig. hahaha :P 

This belongs to Ayati, but she allowed me to bring it over to Australia this coming holiday! :3 yay! Purple hair over there :P hehehe . Can't wait! :) 

'' Hi, I'm Single and you can have me ;) '' HAHA

Something I stole from someone desperate . HAHA :P But I gave it back just today ): 

It's kind of funny how some of my friends was quite surprise that I wasn't ''taken'' * if you get what I mean * well yeah, because NOBODEH want someone smelly like me ): * Lololol * (*´∀`*) (╯_╰) 

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... change topic!

I so badly want to own an Instax camera. Especially the Hello Kitty one ! * urgghhh *

It's SO CUTE! ): 

Someone is selling me this for Rm 470 ._. including the two extra stuff at the side. Though that guy that is selling it to me said that it's cheap already, I still find it really expensive. Ish. 

I seriously want to get this before I leave to Australia. ): Want to capture some important memories with some people here before I leave for four weeks and also bring it over Aussie to capture memories toooo . ): 

Or at least if my parent's don't want to get me this, Get me The plain white 7s. ): 

I already told my mom I'll pay half the price D: 

Okay. So I have no idea what to crap about here anymore except for Studies and exam -,- hmmm 

I shall end with two things, maybe 3  : 

* you can totally ignore the background * The quote was the on that speaked to me. lol 

and this 

That moment when I need a real hug but no one is there for me to hug (╯_╰)  even my bears are soo tiny ._. they might die if i hugged them  T^T

Begin again- the lyrics speaked to me too . haha 

sayonaraa---- (╯_╰) 

A pack-full camp

Good day everyone? :) 

I don't even know if I should be sad or happy of what happened in school today. Lol ._. 

And so, this song have been stuck in my head since evening. I didn't even know it existed in my phone until I actually click and played it.  ヽ(￣(ｴ)￣)ﾉ

But it's so Naiseee! Seriously! The lyrics is amazing. Hahaha.

I'll get a boyfriend that will sing me this song when i'm sad or sick  :P lolol

I won't be having school tomorrow! yay. And for the past 5-6 days until Thursday C: Will be back in school on Friday and that's where Things get beyond serious. Final examinations starts. Urgh. I don't want to fail!  (╯︵╰,) but it's so tough. 

Dear Form 3's , I jelly you all. How I wish Finals will be exactly like PMR. But NO, it's total opposite of it. * sad*

Ohkay. Cut story short. Let's flashback to last Saturday .

It'll be short. :3 so lazy to write ): 

 We went OLE Camp! YAY

Something we did there. C: To be perasan and write about ourselves. LOL 

I super love my art work . cheh . HAHA * See! Perasan max me ! :P * 

Yes, the name of the camp kind of sound weird. But it means Observe, Learn and Explore. C: 

Super Fun I tell you. Hahaha. Got to meet new people! Dang. My favourite part :P 

But Tong, Amos, Amanda, Deyy and me were all separated into different groups. ): awww. But nah. It's okay, Still had a lot of Fun! :) 

 My team for the day- Like A Boss .

yeah, we named our self that. Haha C: 

 So then we made this banner with another group. 

ps. It was the nicest among other groups. Bwhehehhe :P jk jk

But seriously, There's super a lot of real talented people there C:

I'm building the Segi builiding! :) 

Serious ah meeee! LOL 

Our Magnificent Segi Building we builed. LOL 

Got people to sign my Super LARGE T-Shirt ! C: 

My very pretty facilitator for My team . C: Hehe! :3 

And we got Magnifying Glass as a souvenir! C: 

Amandaa :) 

She really hyped up that day xD

Our team won 2nd runner up for the culinary thingy. C:

And yeah, Me, Amos, Tong and Deyy went Sunway after this ! :D Amanda couldn't join though . D: Had Dinner at Nando's . C: yay . 

And so. Tada. Good night world . My very short lazy post. hehe. Have to at least update D: 

By the way! Share, Like , Watch and Comment at my first ever cover! Lol .

Honey Bee- Zee Avi 

enjoy? :) haha. 

15 going on 16teen

*Wipes Sweat* I have no idea what I have been busy doing lately. Finals are just around the corner. Oh wait. It's next Friday and I'm not prepared . So as EVERYONE ٩(×̯×)۶And My dad is like a monster everyday Chasing meeeeeee about studies! (✖╭╮✖) haha

Just as the title says. I'm 16 ! c: finally . Looking older and older every single day. Maybe due to sleeping late too. I should learn to sleep earlier now ╮(─▽─)╭ Bad for skin. That's why all the smelly acne start popping out on the face. Ish . Don't you know how much I hate you acne?! ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ

So on the 19th of September. I stayed back after to school with some of my friends, about 13 of us to go to Subang Parade to grab lunch and also a lunch celebration for my birthday. yay (´∀`) We had Kenny Rodgers for lunch and omg.. yummy vanilla muffin! Who doesn't Love it :D I can crave for it everyday until I grow white strands of hair on my head. 83 Had fun with all of them ! :D Thank you guys to spend your lunch time with me :3 hehe *HUGS* If any of you felt out of place, or bored.. I'm so sorry I didn't do a good job spending time with you T^T 

I also received 2 presents on that day! :D 

yay yay yay yay yayyyy HAHA. 

Varsity Jacket from Amanda, Kaylee, Shern, Tong, Amos, Foong Ping and Chun Seng. c:

And a handmade Hellokitty card made by Kaylee! :D 

You have no idea how madhappy and crazy I went when I saw the card. HAHA 

I probably die because of happiness if I see 1 billion Hello Kitty's right in front of my eyes. * Dream land appears* lol

The wishes on the cards :3 

The one that made me laugh was the ' Tank ' Wish. LOL. 

Amoshii.. You wish me ' Tank'? LOL. okay.jpg

Aww... *hugs* shern! :3 (／。＼)  loveee youu :D and Yes BFF forever :3 hehe

Haha. Best friend in the whole wideee world! :3 LOL c: xoxo

 Haha. Yes Amanda. I know what's inside :P <3 p="p" xoxo="xoxo">

I LOVE YOU TOO FOONG PING! From the Bottom CORE of my deep deep heart ahh! :3 

VERY NAISE wish Tuna =^= hmmmpphh.. * doubletriplexxpunch!* 

LOl. I didn't even realize this tiny signature existed until I reached home. HAHA , Why you no write wish and name? Chun sengggg 3: sad you. Lol

Thursday was just normal as in any other days C:

I slept about 40 minutes before 12 am till Friday because I was kind of tired. And then my phone rang all of the sudden and got a call from Shern right at 12 am :) She wished me happy birthday and was so happy to be the first one to call me and wished me on the day! Haha xoxo . I was happy too :3 but I went back to sleep anyway. Lol. So lazy to check the facebook wishes for that night :P I just check them the next morning

On Friday the 21st, I was really emo when mom did not wish me Happy birthday when she saw me early in the morning when I woke up /: When I left school, she didn't wish me too. That seriously made me so down to the extend it affected me almost the whole morning ._. I hate it when parents tend to forget their children birthday. It's really sad you know. I know how you feel now Grace, the unwanted feeling. Haha. But gosh, i teared in class thinking about this ._.

But then Kaylee was the first one to wish me in the morning :) hehe ♥ 

But Chun Seng and Richard was so damn cruel. ISH YOU GUYS. T^T ! I will pretend to forget your birthday. hmph. LOL .. jk la. :P but seriously. So mean. And only you know what is it. I don't want to write it down here. because it's mean! haha cheh.

But oh well, I seriously think that the day of my birthday is always super sad every year in the morning. I mean it literally . Haha . I should just skip school every 21st of September . LOL

Anyway, My day that day was normal just as any other days :) haha * kind of sad to say * lol. I was kind of expecting something because of how Kaylee acted. But after that nothing happen so I just kind of forget it. Lol .

Then when it was time to go home , I was like telling Kaylee, Auntie is here, lets go home. Lol . And then in the car, Kaylee told me everything that was been planning. Lolol.

This was what happened. Tong Chun was suppose to make me Pudding -,- But he failed , the pudding collapse T^T * he says * lol.  And also, Kaylee was discussing with Amos and Amanda about getting me a cake but in the end Kaylee and Amanda couldn't go buy and Amos didn't read the text message. Haha. Kaylee didn't bother calling or texting Tong because he doesn't read , reply or receive or whatever to get in touch with him . But so anyway, the next day, Amanda told Kaylee that Tong bought me a cake because he failed making the pudding. (¬_¬) Ha. Ha. * fail pudding! * LOL

And so, because he bought the cake, they wanted to celebrate it during recess time but Tong forgot to bring the cake down. ಠ_ಠ lol. So they decided to do it later after school. But then after school, Everyone have no idea where is Tong because he is not at the canteen ._. or maybe I just walked to fast ? haha. and it was time to go home? ._. lol. So ya, he was late and I went home :) yay no ): sad. haha

And so I chat with Tong in the noon and he say if I'm going to school tomorrow he can pass my gift :)  it was a Saturday though but I still went anyway. :)

During the night, me and family went home life as usual at Joseph place. :)

And this was something my youth and church member did for me :3

Well, since I'm lazy to write everything down, I stole the description from Pastor Joshua's album for the surprise : P
Surprise birthday celebration for Charmaine! It was very exciting and nice planning this secretly behind her back and all the sneaky ideas that came out haha...
We planned that she will be sitting with her back facing the kitchen so that she wont see the cake being prepared in the kitchen haha... Purposely picked her to pray the last prayer item and closing prayer for Homelife so that we have time to prepare and surpise her when she finished praying with an amen.
Also we have an ambush team waiting outside the house to surprise her just before the cake comes out and we all sing her a birthday song! haha... God bless you and may the love of God and one another abounds in our church :)

Yeah, so that was the plan :) 

My cake! :) Pastor Joshua picked :3 yay. He said, he really learned a lot buying a cake for me. HAHAHA. He knows what flavours I dislike now. lol :P 

:) 

Cut cake :D

Those who were there :) 

Presents ahh! :)  

Jordan's face are all written, Why Hello Kitty,,.. WHYYY..

HAHA, anyway u owe me cheesetart Jordan! THANKKIU :3 *hugs * I'll wait for it :P  LOL

Those that waited so long outside to surprise me. Lol . and they were complaining there was cat poop and it stinks outside, haha

 yay

So it indeed was a fun night! :3 hehe . But before we reach home, my dad suddenly got angry and was talking about studies, again. -,- o k a y.jpg. urh. seriously.

I received a lot of pink stuff this year! :3 happyyyyy hehe :3
yayy

Bouquet handmade by Kaylee :) 

Card :)

Pink and Hello Kityy! :3

Also a card handmade by Kaylee! :3 lovee

Mug from Shern! and super cute Button pin from Pastor Joshua! :3

and OMG. FERRERO ROCHER from MY LOVE, Foong Ping! It's really Satisfaction Guaranteed! HAHA . You make me fat! T^T evil. hahaha

On saturday, 

 TUNA CAN  ( referring as Tong Chun ) *pulling my hair OUT * FFK again!  as usual. he's favourite thing to do.  lol. =.= He didn't come. ish . anyway I take it as a day that I spend time listening to Pn Chang Add maths, spending time with the girls and smelling the smelly bokashi. eww. Lol

And the reason he messaged me was because he got flu that night before and couldn't breathe ._. ha ha .
At least you can text me or message me on facebook kan? D: T^T sob He owes me uncountable things ): hmph :<

On monday, I never ever heard people loosing cakes in my whole life._. But somehow Tong did. LOloolol. I cannot imagine but it's quite hilarious how he lost two cakes and crushed ( destroyed)  one cake.  and ya. Three cakes flew away just like that. hahahhaha. epic.

1st cake- got destroyed on Friday while he was riding home from school with Amos on the bicycle ._.

2nd cake- left it in His dad's restaurant on Saturday

3rd cake- pass it to the mom but the mom left it somewhere in the shopping mall and realized it when they got home.

Very interesting way of loosing a cake isn't it? LOL . I still really don't get it how could someone lose cakes?! HAHAHHA . omg .

But anyway, I got something else instead from Tong. Sui kee shared with him though :)

SO CUTE! :3 HAHA. he made me Chibi Erio card! :DDD

Erio look super super super super adorableeeee.. i likeeee.. hahahha :3 Cutest birthday card Ah. How can she look cuter than HelloKitty?! lol Cute overloaddddd... lol

This two stuff must really cost a lot with the cost of the three cakes he bought . LOL.
>.<


Anyway one more. Grace gave my present in a really cute way. Haha.
On Monday, yesterday, she was like, did you check your mail box ? Then I was like no, why? Then she was like saying.. owhh.. nothing laaaa.. hehe. I suspected something so I straight away checked my mail box and I found a brown package :3 And it was from her. hahaha

She walked with Sukkie to  put it into my letter box on Sunday. But I didn't check the mail box because usually there are no letters send on Sundays. haha :P

She packed it so nicely ! :D and it was really cute too :) Thank you for the creativeness you put into it  :D I love it! She, Eunice and Sue Qing gave me the thing which I kept on complaining to her that mine already dried up. lololol. Kjinco liquid eyeliner. I wonder why is it name eyeliner injection O.O anywayyy I LOVE YOU . haha :3 thank you again :3

I want to thank everyone that made my 1st day of 16 years awesome. :) Thank you for the gifts too :D

Urgh.. better stop here . If not I will not be able to study. T^T Finals in about two more weeks! arghhhhhh.. I have to study.. really have to. cannot procrastinate anymoree.